Anonymous asked: 2/2 I will do so after my appointment. I will tell you about how that went for me. I may even go to the emergency room if she doesn't take me seriously. I will, once again, put forth my best effort to get help. But if it doesn't work this time, I don't have the strength to continue fighting and pushing myself towards a better path. It's so much easier to stay in a slump. But I'm not lazy or anything because I have tried numerous times to get help. It's just exhausting to do so
yes tell me how your appointment goes! but please dont give up! it is exhausting but this is only gonna last a lil while! once youre out of it youll be so surprised you ever thought of doing such an awful thing! and no, youre not lazy, no body is lazy! every psychiatrist or counsellor ive ever gone to has told me the same thing: there is no such thing as lazy. you have motivation for everything, but there’s good and bad motivation. wanting to stay in bed all day is still motivation. keep yourself up, really! think of all the great experiences youll miss out on!
Anonymous asked: 1/2 That was so incredibly nice of you. I really wasn't expecting a reply, I just wanted the chance to vent. I do have an amazing best friend but as much as she loves me and tries to keep me happy, when she's not around I go right back to feeling suicidal. I have had suicidal thoughts for five years now. Today I have an appointment with my psychologist and I'm going to tell her once again that I feel suicidal and that I'm sick of not being taken seriously. I don't mind coming off anon, but ...